Sabotage (feat. CHIKA)

Choices, everybody make 'em and the

Truth is something I been thinking 'bout

Respect, you say I don't give you

Maybe I don't know how

Excuses, ooh, I got a lot of them

Reasons, why I am the way I am

Regret, you say I don't feel it

Maybe I don't know how

Man, it got so ugly (ugly)

I was begging you to stay when you left our house

Said you never loved me (loved me)

Had me ducking all the venom flying out your mouth

Ooh, closed your heart and you locked me out

Ooh, took a beautiful love and I turned it out

Every time I hear them talking 'bout you

I wonder, did I play myself

And sabotage love?

Every time I think about me and you (know I ain't right)

I wonder, did I play myself (when I think about it)

And sabotage love?

Mirrors, tryin' not to break 'em all

Bad luck, seems like they're always falling

Feelings, now I've gotta bury 'em

And I don't know how

Memories of us in picture frames

Set a fire to 'em just to feed the pain

How it got so ugly? (Ugly)

I was begging you to stay when you left our house

Said you never loved me (loved me)

Had me ducking all the venom flying out your mouth

Ooh, closed your heart and you locked me out

Ooh, took a beautiful love and I turned it out

Every time I hear them talking 'bout you (know I ain't right)

I wonder did I play myself (when I think about it)

And sabotage love?

Every time I think about me and you (know I ain't right)

I wonder, did I play myself (when I think about it)

And sabotage love?

Yeah, I'm often at it admittedly

Got a habit of getting in my own way

While I'm wishing that I could have it

The picket fences and pictures of family and foreign fabrics

I know it'd be in front of me if I could only grasp it

I want it and so did you one hundred

Was overdue, was runnin'

You got the clue, took warnings as feelings too

I wanna get over you, but I can only blame myself

Think it's time to put these feelings on the shelf for my health, yeah

I'm not the best at containin' all my discretions

And I'm not a saint, but damn it if I don't come with confessions

It's easy to block our blessings, mistakes are for learning lessons

I used this shit as a letter, apologies to my exes, yeah

Every time I hear them talking 'bout you (know I ain't right)

I wonder, did I play myself (when I think about it)

And sabotage love?

Every time I think about me and you (know I ain't right)

I wonder, did I play myself (when I think about it)

And sabotage love? (Sabotage)

Every time I hear them talking 'bout you (apologies to my exes)

I wonder, did I play myself? (Apologies to my exes)

I used this shit as a letter, apologies to my exes

Every time I think about me and you

I wonder, did I play myself?