What I Need

Spent all my cash on trying to make a good feeling last

Buying beer, so sincere is the way I think

When I'm walking around thinking about that missing link

In my being here, I guess tired is what I am

Lack of sleep makes my brain numb and words dumb

Eyes sagging, dark, bloodshot, hard to see

Hard to smile, crack a joke at a party

Giving all the pretty girls halfhearted smiles

You know, the type where you think about how you look when you're doing it

Read it up in a book, waste of time

Like a candy-coated valentine

Experience is what I got for a tortured brain

Lack of knowledge's what I got for feeling this pain

What am I saying, stressing over some bullshit task

Oh, just chill and make the good times last but

Please don't coax my mind

'Cause what I see, I must behold

And I'm staring all the time

So I reach to my fridge

Crack a beer to have some fun

What I need is standing in the sun

Every time I go out, trying to have fun

That's all it is about, dancing oh so drunk at my peak

Hooking up with girls I haven't even known a week

Getting dumb enough to say the stupidest things

Laughing at the chumps doing the most ridiculous things

Making fun of girls with sticks up their sexy asses

Getting dismissed and turned down and walked past

There's one thing, though, and that's that I'm a hypocrite

Because I'm participating in the exact same shit

Making fun of things that I do myself

Oh, well, I'm having fun, enjoy this

Wealth, I guess, but

Please don't coax mymind

'Cause what I see, I must behold

And I'm staring all the time

So I reach to my fridge, crack a beer

Just to have some fun, what I need

What I need is that thing that'll make my heart go wild

And what I see in you lights my soul on fire

I hope you feel the same for me

And I'll feel it for a day, like a needle in my arm

And I'll scream out just the same even though it does no harm

But I got to know these things that put a burden on me

I need you