Better Than Me

Long nights

Trying just to prove myself (who am I?)

Trying keep myself together with my state of mind

Trying make some progress, barely seeing the light coming from the outside

It's like walk in a single line

Same routine, every day, every night, every fucking time

Trying see what I wanna see

But too blurry to understand and too far to believe

My life has always been walked taking step by step

And tryin’ get motivated to not guilty myself

I already proved the days when you pass through hell

And now I know the things I really need to care well

And I don’t need anybody to tell me how to live

Or how to dress, how to speak, how to fucking think

I can’t believe that at this point you still don’t see the problems

When all your deep traumas came from abusive fathers

Sometimes I feel sad and alone

Sometime I feel better on my own

Sometimes I feel my though a little broken

Sometimes I knock the door but no one opens

And I don’t feel amazed with what they talk about

If I go outside, I fear there’s not a way around it

Sometimes I feel like there’s nothing I can do about it

I can’t take this anymore

I'm tired of being ignored

I'm fading away

I need something to say ‘cause

I'm searching an open door

I'm not same as before

But feels like I am falling trying to be better

Better than me

And I got a lot to say but a part of me just rathers to be in silence

‘Cause I don’t really think that they would get it

How it’s like to feel panic and be you own enemy

There a times we overflow the hate that we abominate to not kill ourselves

I'm not trying to be like nobody

I'm working so hard to be better than myself yeah

Sometimes I feel sad and alone

Sometime I feel better on my own

Sometimes I feel my though a little broken

Sometimes I knock the door but no one opens

And I don’t feel amazed with what they talk about

If I go outside, I fear there’s not a way around it

Sometimes I feel like there’s nothing I can do about it

(Do about it)

I can’t take this anymore

I'm tired of being ignored

I'm fading away

I need something to say ‘cause

I'm searching an open door

I'm not same as before

But feels like I am falling trying to be better

Better than me

I can’t take this anymore

I'm tired of being ignored

But feels like I am falling trying to

I can’t take this anymore

I'm tired of being ignored

I'm fading away

I need something to say ‘cause

I'm searching an open door

I'm not same as before

But feels like I am falling trying to be better

Better than me

Better, better than me

Better, better than me