Close To You

It’s that time of the month

When I pick up the phone to give you a call

Sometimes I would think it’d be better

If you didn’t answer at all

But you do so I ask about Boston and friends

Feels like we’re in Allston at Union again

That time of the month when I pick up the phone to give you a call

I wanna be close to you, I know that it’s worth it

But what am I supposed to do?

‘Cause it feels like we’re either too close

Or we're not close enough

I know that we ended it all, said goodbye ‘cause I moved away

We pushed away problems, ignored all our issues and I went to LA

But can we just agree it was stupid and dumb?

‘Cause when you talk to me it’s like I’m still the one

I know that we said that we ended it all ‘cause I moved away

I wanna be close to you, I know that it’s worth it

But what am I supposed to do?

‘Cause it feels like we’re either too close or we're not close enough

Then we hang up and it feels like a break up all over again

And I wanna tell you so I write another text I’ll never send

So I get up and go, I move on with my day

It was nice for a second like nothing's changed

Then we hang up and it feels like a break up all over again