Holes [letting Go]

it's a saturday night

the sun is hiding behind the equator

and i'm feeling fine but i just found another hole in my jeans

and i dont know the weather

or whether it is better

to let him walk me home

standing on my porch

i've been here too many times before

waiting for the words that never come

i wish someone would tell me how to make things right

instead of letting it get complicated one more time

and i know that he knows

that we were meant to be together

but its so hard, its so hard to let go

and i think i've lost my soul

left on a train just this morning

if you find it please let me know

and i think i've lost myself

he took me with him yesterday