Heaven Or Hell

Rap:

She dissed me

When she walked out the door

She kissed me

Luis Luggage on the floor

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The room was misty

I felt the slight urge

Telling me to wisen up

I can't provise her

She dead in the right

The Don's a jiver

I lost

The most powerful piece

My queen

Broke her heart in 66 ways

For some bitches and schemes

The only thing

She left was a rose

And left the rolls

In front of the building

Now how the fuck

My pain got exposed

We done come to a point

Where it can't be

Denied no more

I don't even understand

What we're still in this for

I didn't mind the sacrifice

To keep our love alive

But something died so long ago

just can't be revived

There comes a time

You've got to face the situation

And make a choice in life

We're caught up

In a state of hesitation

And that just won't suffice

Don't get me wrong

I done thought this through

The way you hold me

Used to console me

Now all I feel is

The emptiness in you

Chorus:

What do I believe in

Heaven or hell

I don't believe in heaven

Cause I'm living in hell

And that's my life with you

You sang

My praises everyday

You used to tell me

How you needed me

I know how proud

You were that day

I brought home my degree

But you had dreams

And all I wanted

Was for you see them through

And through it all I forgot

That I once had dreams too

I should have had the sense

To pay attention

Cause something told me to

The road to hell is paved

With good intentions

And Lord knows it's true

The years that I gave

Where they all in vain

Used to adore me

Now you ignore me

How could I know

We would end up this way

(Chorus)

What hurts me most deep inside

Now that I'm letting go

You seem surprised

I watched your back

For so many years now

You used to act

Like you were holding

Your career down

It's not the dreams

I kissed good-bye

It's that we used to be a team

And now we live this lie

What's past is past

Now listen well

I'm leaving your ass

Cause I'm living in hell