Winter Blues

Damn I feel so loose, I'm about to pop shit

What's a man to do when he's out of options

I ain't wanna do it but this

Shhh, hold on, be quiet, they're coming

Oh no no no no no no

Oh no no no no no no

Oh no no no no no no

No no no no no no

I said gimme that, gimme that, gimme that, gimme that, you heard what I said

Nigga run that, run that, run that, run that, you heard what I said

I said yeah, oh no no no no no no

Oh no no no no no no no

I remember everything was different

When I tried to get a job and make some money, I was livin' on the street

I walked a lot of miles and nobody wasn't hiring

And I had to stand in line if I was to get something to eat

Cause I ain't had no homies and my girl depended on me

Every night that we were lonely and I couldn't get no sleep

Cause I was plotting on anybody I seen that was getting money

You got it? I need it sorry, you don't need it more than me

And bitch, I'm tired of this struggle, ducking and dodging them puddles

Wondering if God ever hear the prayers I said

Cause every time I got a new hustle, that shit done got me in trouble

You don't know how many fucking tears I've shed

But fuck it, I'm letting loose, and they told me don't bend the rules

This is my winter blues, you know what I'm finna do

Anything necessary to make it up in the news

And I'm taking every muthafucking thing that I pick and choose

And I'm done with all the begging, I'm past that, all I did was get laughed at

You can go back track but you'll never get cash back

And they told me I'm half black, but I'm white as a lab rat

With a mic and a gas mask, I'm a light for your trash ass

And I might get the last laugh, better fight if you back stab

With a knife in your backpack, all my life I've been jabbed at

But I fight like I'm Mad Max with a knife with the yeah yeah

You know, you know what the fuck I'm talking about

Listen, I don't give a fuck about your feelings

You don't have any idea just what I had to do to get what I want

All I wanted was to make a decent living

I can't even count it all my fingers how much shit that I lost

Woo, nigga this is my job

Yeah, these are my thoughts

Woo, I ain't never had shit

But for now you better give me what's yours

Damn I feel so loose, I'm about to pop shit

What's a man to do when he's out of options

I ain't wanna do it but this

Shhh, hold on, be quiet, they're coming

Oh no no no no no no

Oh no no no no no no

Oh no no no no no no

No no no no no no

I said gimme that, gimme that, gimme that, gimme that, you heard what I said

Nigga run that, run that, run that, run that, you heard what I said

I said yeah, oh no no no no no no

Oh no no no no no no no

You really got some nerve talkin' bout me like you're better

Cause you got your shit together and I'm really goin' through it

I don't think you have a clue what it feels like

Doin' dirt knowin' in your heart you ain't wanna do it

I don't got one G bone in my body

I ain't never gang banged, I don't know nothing about it

I don't claim to be a thug nigga or Illuminati

But there really ain't no tellin' what I do when I get rowdy

And I'm starvin' and my back against the wall and you ballin'

Everytime I see you, all you do is flash hundreds

Everything on fleek, I ain't never had nothin'

I just wanna be you, wanna feel like stuntin'

And lettin' loose and they told me don't bend the rules

This is my winter blues, you don't know what I finna do

Anything necessary to make it up in the news

And I'm taking every mothafuckin' thing that I pick and choose

I'm done with that hating shit, the fuck do you think this is?

Damn it, you made me sick, ain't no time for no babysit

This is the way we live and yes I'm okay with this

You think you all that and a bag of potato chips?

Could jump off a crazy bridge, and enough of you idiot kids

Go suckin' a lady dick, I would never just make amends

With none of you shakin' hands in public like yeah yeah

Like get the fuck out of my face, dude

Listen, I don't give a fuck about your feelings

You don't have any idea just what a nigga had to do to get loose

All I wanted was to make a decent living

I can't even count on all my fingers how much shit I went through

Woo, what I went through

Yeah, what I went through

Uh, and when shit get real

Ain't really nothing that you can do, woo

Yo, what's up, this is Joyner

I'm unable to take your call right now

Leave me a brief message and I'll get back to you

Peace

Yo, who the fuck do you think you are

Tryna give advice to a child? My child

Nigga, you the biggest piece of shit I've ever met in my life, my nigga

You the last person that should be trying to give advice

To anybody about anything, let alone my fucking kid

Acting like some fucking role model or some shit

Nigga, no nobody wanna be like you, stop it