Explain You

My therapist

Called you a learning experience

$180 an hour, that's all that he mentions

Missing you is getting fucking expensive

It's been ten months now

There really ain't too much I've figured out

There was just something 'bout being wanted

By someone who never knew what they wanted

I've seen some other people who are nothing like you

That's probably why it works and why it never could

I'm holding on to nothing, don't know how to let it go

So even if it's out of my control

I try to

Explain you to myself

But you never seem to sound right

No matter how I try to

Explain you to myself

I'll hold you close

Tell me the memories that you miss the most

I loved you fully, but I'm growing up now

I loved you fully, but fully means more now

I've seen some other people who are nothing like you

That's probably why it works and why it never could

I'm holding on to nothing, don't know how to let it go

So even if it's out of my control

I try to

Explain you to myself

But you never seem to sound right

No matter how I try to

Explain you to myself

You never seem to sound right

No matter how I try to

Explain you to myself

You never seem to sound right

No matter how I try to

Explain you to myself

You never seem to sound right

You never seem to sound right

You never seem to sound right

You never seem to sound right