Alone

The hours tick by slowly

Like lashes from the hand of time

i've never had these feelings before

But I know that inside I'm dying

Falling deeper in a pit of emotions

Not sure of what I should do

Feeling trapped by my indecision

With the anticipation of being alone

I look inside but i'm afraid of

What I see when I look in your eyes

I get scared they might look at me

I stare with a sullen glaze

From infinity to eternity

I stare in your eyes they're black

So black but never look back at me

I don't want you anymore

But that's what makes me want you more

Annihilate myself when I think of the game

The raw guilt and directed blame

Retaliate for the things that upset me

But my conscience won't let me

The more I know the more I don't want to know

Questions in my head about the way you feel

Tie knots in the fabric of my mind

I want to get away from you but...

I can't get enough of you

I was alone

But I was happy

I let you in and you tricked me

There's nothing I can do for

My thoughts and feelings

Can't you see we're screaming

I saw it coming

But I didn't know what hit me

The flame was dying

You came and lit me

But now it's over and the flame

Has gone away

Just like you

Now it's worse than ever before

Now I've never been so alone