Aftermath

What have I done? What I'm supposed to do?

They caught me in a crossfire

All I need is to think, how can I make it through?

I'll lose everything I always desire

Are you proud about what you do? Do you know what they have done for you?

Are you afraid now? Are you afraid now? The darkness will come to hunt you down

A little part of me is not satisfied. Where is the blood that I'll use to sign?

Are you afraid now? Are you afraid now? They are coming to haunt you down

All tragedies written by my own hands

And my paranoia drives me insane

All I ask is for forgiveness about what I've done

If you give me a second chance I'll be a great man for all my sons

With scorched lies and a very thin line

Forsaken into a long and lost land

Breaking hopes, I was out of my mind

All I see now is crosses and I can't leave it behind

So you've reached the end, what you are going to do doesn't mean a thing

Seven feet below is where you actually belong and now you can't move along

All tragedies written by my own hands

And my paranoia drives me insane

And I wish to start over again

To show another man, I would not let you down but everything now is gone

With a broken soul, losing my pride

Until this day I was blind

What was going on in my life?

Lurking out of the mud that I was found

Dragging me out of the hell that I've talked about

Now I'm on myself, asking for the redemption I'm looking for

Everything is crumbling down and here I'm the only one