I Don't Like Me (Rebellious Soul Musical)

Hey mama, how you doing?

I need to get something's off my chest

I been going through a lot

I been really stressed

She said, baby tell me what's wrong?

Maybe I can help

You know, I been through a lot

Lot of things myself

Mama I'm not tryna blame nobody, but

I just want you to know how I feel

Seeing you with all of them men's

No, it didn't help

Had to learn a lot by myself

Had to deal with the cards I was dealt

She said, watch ya mouth! I did my best

Your the one that created this mess

Cus didn't nobody tell you to get on that pole

Girl you know I ain't raise no hoe

Listen mama, there's something you don't know

I been holding it in for way to long

Remember that boyfriend

You had when I was 10 years old?

When you were gone he would treat me like a women

I would be screaming

I would be fighting

I told him I'm to young

He said, you gone like this!

Girl why you lying? You always lying

Mama I ain't lying

But I'm trying, I'm trying

Laying in this bed with my pain

I know I strep but I want some much more

Praying when I get up tomorrow

I can just be done with that all

But I know good damn well

I can't undo what's been done

So I don't wanna be here anymore

Damn I'm tripping

I don't wanna feel this

Can't pay my bills

Nobody's care

I should end in this