Mary Jane

Are you insane like me? Been in pain like me?

Bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me?

Just to pour that motherfucker down the drain like me?

Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me?

Are you high enough without the Mary Jane like me?

Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me?

Do the people whisper 'bout you on the train like me?

Saying that you shouldn't waste your pretty face like me?

I've been living with the demons that I got in my soul

I been thinking bout the pain that i got on my mind

My concious only exists from the things that I did

I been praying for forgiveness of the way that I live

You can find me in the zone I swear to God I is

Ain't nobody breeding currently the words like this

I'm a different type of nigga never worried bout the forms

I was focused on progression bitch i gotta get it done

I said I tried to bring it in but ain't nobody get it once

A nigga pressure was minding I had to find a way around it

I ran a couple miles couldn't find myself

Gon' get fucked up cause it always helps

Imma drown in my sorrows all by myself

On a quiet night you'll find me staring at the wall

With a somber thought

I feel like I been here before my nigga

Tell me what you really know my nigga

I'm insane like a mother fucker

Try to find a way to articulate

Taking plenty of time to author ridiculous text

I been giving you real even though i'm riddled with stress

Turn 1 hit 2 hits 3 hits 4

I cry for help but nobody respond

My emotions gone yeah they all up and long

My self-esteem left and my confidence squandered

Got all of this pain that I deal with alone

Are you high enough without the Mary Jane like me?

Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me?

Do the people whisper 'bout you on the train like me?

Saying that you shouldn't waste your pretty face like me?

I been killing myself for a dream I don't even believe in

It's really entertaining when you give it your all

I put my soul upon the table all they do in analyze it

I beseech the simple rhymes that I ain't never told nobody

When I start a rap the suicidal thoughts

Are running rampant through my mind

I made the mental find a way I guess

I can really make it vivid

So they see the clearer picture of depression pain

I can't take this shit

My God

Tell me why you put me in for

I'm gone

And I don't want to live no more

Oh lord

The pain is temporary I hope

I know

That i was not created just to waste and thats the truth

So why the fuck do I feel crazy

Can't explain it

It's a feeling deep inside of me

I got no witnesses left

I know i'm lost on the path I chose

Never lie upon the record as I will not be exposed

I'm only giving reality

I'm a lyrical legend

My complimentary honesty is a rarity yes

You feed the fallacy to them but i'm not really impressed

Cause I can read between the lines of deceitful lies

Are you insane like me?

Been in pain like me?

Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me?

Want to change like me?

But you can't like me?

Terrified of your misery going to remain like me?

Are you high enough without the Mary Jane like me?

Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me?

Do the people whisper 'bout you on the train like me?

Saying that you shouldn't waste your pretty face like me?