Source of My Evil

The Source of My Evil

I have located the source of my evil

That which brings me the pain

the pain which is only healed by the suffering of others

the affliction which drives me insane

The source of this evil is so obvious

That which makes me what I am,

the cause of others' misery apparent

the thing that makes me a man

I have chosen, to fight the evil - Human flesh weak, steel blade strong

I have chosen, to fight the evil - Need to bleed to be strong

First was to kill it, a simple task,

a creature without blood, is a creature without life

Needed to kill it, a simple task

used two dozen elastic bands

I began to hack with the rusty, dull blade,

rest assured, I felt no pain,

I began to hack with the rusty, dull blade,

for the last time I came

Grisly task completed, genital mutilation,

mental degradation caused androgynous creation

Grisly task completed, sexual destruction

Self-ordered injunction cure my dysfunction

I have located the source of my evil

That which brings me the pain

the pain that's only quelled by the suffering of others

the affliction which drives me insane

The source of this evil is so obvious

That which makes me what I am,

the cause of others' misery apparent

the thing that makes me a man

Grisly task completed, genital mutilation,

mental degradation caused androgynous creation

Grisly task completed, sexual destruction

Self-ordered injunction cure my dysfunction

But illusions die hard, just like it did,

Now I know, for nothing has changed,

Still the source of others' misery

Now I must be victimized

Rope tied to the ceiling

Stick my head inside thirteen loops

and the evil is vanquished

as I tip over the stool