Aporia

And finally the halls of marble dissolved around me. the blackness stung my

Eyes. and my insides burned with this forbidden access. and i laugh at this

Sand i hold in my hands. this, i used to think i held the key. the door was

Always open. and i remain to stare at my reflection, as i am randomly switched

Back and forth from either side. my insignificance becoming insignificant. and

All my pointless shouts at the universe fall back upon my skull like pelting

Rain. i smash my fist into the mirror until my body is soaked in blood. and i

Laugh uncontrollably at this shattered reflection. i let my hands bleed as they

Finally touch the truth. all the pain and torment. the sum of humanity’s

Suffering. it was worth everything i have lost. to finally understand these

Beautiful roses blossoming forth from the hollow torso of humanity’s blood

Drenched history. i lost my tongue with the shards that splintered into my

Mind. i am not amused. bloodlet my skull now. acid rain on my lungs. ending all

Life now. i stand on god. drain this world from my eyes. my insignificance has

Become insignificant.