134 Days

I'm not a gambler, I keep holding the dice

I know I've got a roll on me, its a double edged knife

I'm so scared but I want to stay

But saying this to you is so hard to say

If I let you in will that be the end?

If I give you my heart will it get hurt again?

Been pushed down, its made me afraid,

If I give you my hand will you take the fear away?

Take the fear away

Would you take the fear away?

Take the fear away

It was 134 days ago

Now its time to put down my (selling over?)

It was 134 days ago

And every day I stop myself, it gets harder

Will you stand next to me watching girls walk by

Taking me for granted would you be that guy

Or will you be the one who that holds me honestly

That breaks the chains set my fears free

Or will you come home late drunk at 4 am

I don't think that I'm tough enough to do this again

Would you smile at me, have calm words to say

With love in your eyes would you take the fear away

Take the fear away, would you take the fear away

Take the fear away

It was 134 days ago

Now its time to put down my selling over

It was 134 days ago

And every day I stop myself, it gets harder

It gets harder

It gets harder