Strap (feat. Night Lovell)

In a room full of people, but I feel so lonely

I hate the fact that people acting like they know me

It's always the closest ones that betray you mostly

Can't stand the fact that I even let you like hold me

I got a price up on my head now

I got these bitches so upset now

I am the one that they obsess about

It takes a lot so I'm impressed now

You do not get why I be stressed out

You do not get why I don't get out

I don't give no one my address now

World all around me is a mess now

I keep crystals on me like a strap

2 up on my neck, 8 in my bag

Keep my energy safe from these rats

Ain't no going back no, no relapse

Do the calculations do the math

That means that I'm never coming back

That means if I ever see your ass

Stay away from me you fucking gnat

I've been holding it down for niggas bro

I've been holding it down for people who can't even hold it down for them-fucking-selves bro

Niggas don't even got themselves

They wanna say they got me, don't even got you

Only bitch I ever met that could hold it down like me is karma

I keep my wall up, I know better

Fuck all this love shit like forever

I don't trust a single soul, no never

People switching up just like the weather

I got a price up on my head now

I got these bitches so upset now

I am the one that they obsess about

It takes a lot so I'm impressed now

You do not get why I be stressed out

You do not get why I don't get out

I don't give no one my address now

World all around me is a mess now

I can't even tell you what I go through

Mentally I'm dead and that's the whole truth

Depression took my life but that is old news

You just buying everything they told you

Something's missing, I'm not tripping

There's a void that needs a filling

I just needed you to listen

Family tells me I'm distant, I'm so fucked up I don't visit

I don't like the way I'm living

You not real, you just a figment

You not here, wish you'd admit it

Sorry that I'm gone, I'm dead inside (dead inside)

Lately I've been feeling like this life's a lie (life's a lie)

You can tell I'm living in a place of shame (place of shame)

First the fame

Now you waiting for the rain (for the rain)

Tell me that you playing, but you know the game (know the game)

Take me out the frame

Hope they forget my name (my name)

Take me out yo plans, I don't wanna leave my home

See the way you ran when I looked inside your soul

Now I'm standing in the snow

I can't let you in my life you never know (never know)

I can't trust a single soul you never know (never know)

I look happy but it's just the way I cope (way I cope)

Yeah I'm cold, but I'll let you wear my coat

Stuck inside my head, I don't got nowhere to go

Laying on my bed wishing that I'd never go

Driving on my ones, I just gotta watch my back

And my windows black, crystals on me like a strap