Chaotic Peace of Mind

i knew on the day what'd happen by night

my thoughts of you just couldn't fight

their lack of reassurance

but if i'm honest with myself

they never could

shadowed by the thought of it turning good

i made myself believe it would

if only miracles were ture then i'd

finally get my wish

i'd be with you

what would you do if it fades away

and you're grasping at the edges?

and the more you pull, the more it frays

til you're left

it's taken me this long just to find

the most chaotic peace of mind

i've worked long and hard to keep it going strong

it never could

what would you do if it fades away

and you're grasping at the edges?

and the more you pull, the more it frays

'til you're left...and they're right