Envy

I linger outside

In winter's night

I can't come home

You await me inside

I rather freeze than

Now face the truth

This fight had nothing

To do with you

Trying to swallow the words breaking

Trough

I took myself away from you

I step ahead

And come closer to the door

When the cold's getting in my core

You made me wonder

Why I blame

You for something myself ought to

Shame

It's just so easy to ignore what you said

The voice is screaming in the back of my head

Envy

Oh, my foolish pride

This feeling, it drives me mad

I know this game

But not how to play

So I can't explain away

Why I suffer and make you bleed

It's beacuse of my shattered dreams

How could I say: I envy your life

The show you lead should have been mine

Envy

Oh my foolish pride

Eating inside

Envy

I'm like a child

Not your bride

Envy, oh my foolish pride

Eating inside

This feeling it drives me mad!

I want to let go of my past

Say it to you and make it last

This fight between us, I will tell

Has now ended, the door's wide open

I'm home

Alone