Too Much

No, it wasn’t enough just to be good

No, it wasn’t enough to do as I should

The more I cursed the doubt

The more I cursed the doubt

The more it writhed and screamed and came rushing out

I picked a fight, I found myself changing

I felt him try, try to contain me

Why make it difficult

Why make it difficult

Just sit me down and shut me up

Am I just too much, too much

Too much, too much for anyone

Is it only worth it if it leaves me bleeding

Too much, too much

Too much to be really loved

Hell of an animal to handle lately

If i’m a mess, at least it’s my mess baby

Gonna gather matter when empty

Then spit you out when shit gets too heavy

Birth only out of death

Dynamite from the depths

Blow up a star, reduce it to nothingness

I see you suffer in all my dreams

Saying “good luck when all you want is everything”

How did I get this way

I swear I’m gonna change

Here comes that black sky again

Am I just too much, too much

Too much, too much for anyone

Is it only worth it if it leaves me bleeding

Too much, too much

Too much to be really loved

Hell of an animal to handle lately

If I’m a mess, at least it’s my mess baby

Tell me I’m too much, too much

Too much, too much for anyone

I love my madness and my crazy feelings

I think I’m the one that I’ve been needing

Too much, too much

Too much to be really loved

Hell of an animal to handle lately

If I’m a mess, at least it’s my mess baby