Recuperate

I just need some time, peace of mind to recuperate

If I keep going back and forth with you, I cannot elevate

Hold you down and keep me grounded, how am I gonna levitate?

Work so hard and satisfy you, tell me baby, where's my break?

Holding me, I still ache, it's what you do and what you say

If I speak up you spazz on me, don't give a fuck you mad at me

You tellin' me to keep it real, but really I can't be myself

I'd rather try with no one else

And keep myself just how I am

Don't love me, I don't give a damn

I'm not changin' who I am

I tried to work on how I am and end up hatin' on why I did it

What you mean I still don't get it?

It's not the fact that I don't listen

Steady pullin' every trigger, guess my hurt is ammunition

That's why you don't care to fix it

That's why you won't make a difference

That's why lately you been switchin' energy off all them bitches

Roll with me like you roll swishers

Have my back like all yo niggas

This the shit that make me iffy

I'm gon' need like 5 more minutes

I just need some time, peace of mind to recuperate

If I keep going back and forth with you, I cannot elevate

Hold you down and keep me grounded, how am I gonna levitate?

Work so hard and satisfy you, tell me baby, where's my break?

Leave you now and love you later, I'm not likin' your behaviour

Love me first, hate me forever, how did we become so separate?

I'm the one that kept it real, loyalty and devil's deals

Playing cards you handed in, this is how I play myself

Still was right when you went and left

Now everything's been twisted since

Trading love with common sense, it ain't too late for me to deal

Not elemental, I'm gon' trip, don't tie me up with competition

I'm gon' leave then I'll start winnin'

You gon' lose with all your demons

I just need some time, peace of mind to recuperate

If I keep going back and forth with you, I cannot elevate

Hold you down and keep me grounded, how am I gonna levitate?

Work so hard and satisfy you, tell me baby, where's my break?