Doubts

Unashamed's like our middle name

Since 16 I've been in the field

Spent a fortune on Bible college

To plant churches in Brazil

But God gave me Tampa

Hip Hop in six continents

But on five of 'em I cried on 'em

Like come to Christ and now you could live

I mean it now

Stayed outside but this dope boy with that [?] strap

And my last trip to Africa

Man they said that we might not be coming back

Risk my own life

My career my goals my own wife

They say that's a lot for 25

That's the least I could do when he was crucified

But sometimes I still feel like I'm in the dark

Let me explain the conflicts of Kevin's heart (Hart)

Maybe the fact that my father left me plays a part

And why I'm, so afraid that one day I could walk away and leave God

Will I make it to the end

Or will I fall and lose everything

I'm trying to be a better man

But why is there so little change

If I'm honest

I'm doubting, I'm doubting, I'm doubting

If I was honest

I'm doubting, I'm doubting, I'm doubting

I'm 'posed to be K to the second letter

I'm a bride of a King like Coretta

Scott free God let us

All off the hook forever

But I'm still ungrateful

Acting like a tectonic plate move

Why I don't get what I want

How am I gonna front like I don't already got a plate full

I'm a grown man but i feel like i have the same struggles I dealt with since I was a teen

Sometimes I feel like I'm one sin from you saying that you are done with me

Am I decieved, Am I decieved

Do you really care

Are you really there

Lord help me believe please

Come quickly wish you would come get me

It's a passing joy but i feel so empty

If they only knew; I'm such a weak dude

But at the same time it's here I see how much I need You

Will I make it to the end

Or will I fall and lose everything

I'm trying to be a better man

But why is there so little change

If I'm honest

I'm doubting, I'm doubting, I'm doubting

If I was honest

I'm doubting, I'm doubting, I'm doubting

But then the Spirit comforts me he comforts me

I ain't gotta worry about this no longer

When I feel my grip about to slip

His grip on me gets stronger

When I can barely crack a smile

Feeling like Mona Li' (Lisa)

God says know your weak so when your strong you know its me

See, He's been saving since Abram and he ain't lost one yet

Jesus has set me free never seen a better sunset

That's why I doubt my doubts

That's why I doubt my doubts

They just push me closer to the one who's got it figured out

If I'm honest

I'm doubting (I say to my doubts)

I'm doubting (I say to my doubts)

I'm doubting (I say to my doubts)

If I was honest

(I say to my doubts) I'm doubting

(I say to my doubts) I'm doubting

(I say to my doubts) I'm doubting

Help me believe!