Sickness

This is

A sickness

Had my chance I missed it

My life I didn't ask for it

I don't know how to handle it

So I'll be dead my tomorrow

Think I'm joking?

I don't

Why is it so hard?

Remind me how did this start?

I can't believe that you fucked him

My self esteem was at nothing

I'ma keep it a g, I'm not fronting

But I get to the check, so like fuck it?

And all of your friends they, keep fronting

Panicking in public

Sipping on a potion

Nodding to the Sun

But down here it's so cold though

No one will help you if you claim you're so cutthroat

I'll ride by myself

With a 45 by my side

I'll do

What the fuck is already done

This is

A sickness

Had my chance I missed it

My life I didn't ask for it

I don't know how to handle it

So I'll be dead my tomorrow

Think I'm joking?

I don't

Why is it so hard

Remind me how did this start?