Didn't Even Try

So after all you never kid yourself alone.

See you standing senile ever overblown.

I knew a chance of changing back would re-appear again.

But I can jump right over you say when.

Tell me driver I can't seem to understand,

Better be the leader than to hold the major's hand.

Looking forward I can see a happy tree;

A normal unaffected family.

So what d'you mean?

You didn't even try.

But it's alright with me,

I can hold myself, I know myself.

Hold on tight and you can feel the strain.

But it's alright with me, I can change.

Driving by,

Hello, remember me amour?

I'm the dandy member that you once adored.

Mirrored in the window underneath a sunny glare.

A reflection only you could bear.

Never ending nightmares you present to me.

Knowing that the problem is the problem that I see.

Certain self control preventing unashamed from doing what I might regret again.