Can't Rest

Me and rates found a magnum.44,

It was my dads we was asking him what thats for

He said he had some enemies and we were too young,

He said mum had left him, he can't tell us too much

We went back home to mums now we broke as

She always crying, she depressed I

Need to go back and work out what the fuck was up

It's been buried, block it out now we fucked on drugs

And mum can't work out why cops cuffin' us

Slapped rates in the face cause he puffed and buzzed

And my dad used to ring when he was drunk as fuck

I hear him fightin' with mum, I think he loves her but

I'm only 10 years old now I hug my little brother,

Love my mother and my father but theres gotta be another,

Way for us, I watched it fall apart

I'm 11 years old with a broken heart

It's kinda funny cause the shit that teared my family apart

Is the same reason why my girls leaving, gotta laugh

Life that I know, live in pain, gotta go

Cause my brain doesn't know why I play in the zone

On the streets doin' breaks where my fate would lay

Felt so locked in, couldn't break away

Don't feel the same today, cause rap saved my life

And when rates hears this will he play it twice

Or are the memories too much, remember it true bruzz

Come along the road, don't forget what I do cuzz

You doin it too, make moves and march on

Take my life now this could be my last song, I'm gone

Life just ticks, I might just quit,

In a life like this,s is my life just shit?

I got a feeling that for me it's kinda on its way

I had to tell you why I'm here I'm being honest aye

I picture gun blasts, two cunts, one mask

My thin blood marks walls, fuck I must laugh

That's a dream that I had on my birthday

Just luck that I fit it in with word play

Now if that happens I am right I was a genius

If it doesn't I am paranoid I mean this

Theres my life hate I'm used to it

Last 10 years mate got me movin' quick

And I fight with my girl like a movie flick

Cause she listening to rumours by a groupie bitch

I can't take this shit, I'mma break to bits

I got my taste of fame and it tastes like shit

Everyone talk shit and they takin' shots

They don't know who I am but they breakin' scott

Is there anyone there that could make it stop

I don't need no ho tryin' to take it off

I just need my road when I'm takin' off

And I hit that stage while I'm blazing pot

This the life of a rock star stuck in the past

Thats the 2-2-5 yeah I'm chuckin it up

Need space today, I need to take my brain

Reconstruct that shit before its sprayed away today

Yeah, let it roll, yeah

Tell me do you hear this, write a review

They say I can't rap deep what you like me to do?

You wanna hear about a blade tucked since I hit 17

Paranoid, fucked up, like I think they gettin' me

You wanna hear about smoking till your chest claps

Or 16, doing breaks I need to get that

Or bills piling up on top of the fridge

Mum yelling at the paper, how she gonna pay this

How we got a place to live but its slipping quick

She has to split, need my own place I'm spinning out shit

But I moved out young, turned boy to man

I got my dad pride now, come and join the clan

Now I don't give a fuck and I'm ready for war

I'll take your head from your neck leave your head at your door

Fuck everyone dissin', you don't know what I am

I'm a motherfuckin soldier and I'm goin at them

That's why I'm sellin' cd's on the verge of greatness

Once this drops I'll be referred to as the greatest

So sit back theres no reason to hate

And if you still hate me now, best believe that your fake aye

No way will I end it now

I gotta take these thoughts and send em out

I am lost so lost but I need a buzz

Cause it helps me knowin' fans need me cuz

No way will I end it now

I gotta take these thoughts and send em out

I am lost so lost but I need a buzz

Cause it helps me knowin' fans need me cuz