Nowhere To Go

Are you alone?

No ones out here

Are you alone?

No ones out here

Same day, started as the last one

Nothings changed, kinda hopin its a fast one

Now my mates man I hardly ever see 'em

I know they feel I changed but I'm feeling like I'm dreaming

Now when we drink up, we reminisce and laugh

I'm feeling bad I'm out it but they still stuck in the raw

Weighing drugs on a scale just to pay bills,

Plus the boys doing time, how do they feel

No matter what, I am stuck in the gutter

Money can't change shit, its my brain motherfucker

If I had enough bills, I'd get all the crew fed

But I gotta feed my fam and remember you said

You had my back while I'm needing the support

Try and move but I crash, plus I'm fiending just to talk

Nobody wanna listen so I'm walking these dead streets

Feeling like the only thing that knows is a nebs beat

What the fuck you thinking cause I got fans now

That I don't need your help, fuck I'm putting the pen down

Wait I can't do that, cause thats the shit right

This the medicine thats gonna save a kids life

But I talk about drugs, so now I'm no good

Show your parents what the fuck around your own hood

Then maybe just maybe you'll fucking understand why

And hate me but rate me and the exact same time, cause I

Feel alone like there's nowhere to go, I try to

Find a home but I'm back on the road, another

Mate rang but I missed the call,

So you can use your fucking brain

But you ain't thinking at all

And yeah I

Feel alone like there's nowhere to go, I try to

Find a home but I'm back on the road, another

Mate rang but I missed the call,

So you can use your fucking brain but you ain't thinking at all

And yeah I

I could be drug fucked, that would make sense

You try to hold the weight I'm holding it would break legs

Cones that I've packed, every tab that ive popped

On the phone to my dad, but he don't know that I'm lost

Cause I play it all good, no one needs to know shit

Don't know if I should, don't know why I wrote this

Feeling so confused, why the fans showing love

Why I'm writing shit like this, does it mean I'm growing up

If thats the fucking case I'd rather feeling like a kid again

When we was running mucks I probably had them people listening

Now a days, its not the same, or tell me is this

What the fame is doing to my brain I've

Gone insane I need a doctor mate

I got a lot at stake, I gotta stop it aye

They tell me drop the pills I end up fucking popping eight

I got my girl and thank fuck for that

I love her need her cause I'm losing all my trust in rap

Plus she found my fucking stash and she flushed it down the toilet

Next day I went and scored, don't talk about it, I avoid it

Where to go, what to do cause I'm lost what

Now these haters gonna use it as a soft spot

But whats not to say that you is not the same

Somehow I'm in my right mind but I lost my brain

Thats my heart sitting served up on the paper

I fucked up and saved nothing for later