They Will Never Understand

Yeah, just gonna let it all out on this one

Its not all fun and games

This is peoples lives

This is my life

See me happy man? Thats a fake smile

I got a lot on my plate this might take a while

Take a seat turn your brain off and listen up

And maybe by the end you'll know why I don't give a fuck

We was living in hell, I thought of killing myself

Got boys sitting in cells, I try to spit cause it helps

Plus my dads sick my life is getting drastic

And magazines had the high to ask me "whats this lad shit?"

I give a fuck about a trend or an adlay,

I only dress like this just to show you I have pay

Cause I ain't used to that I used to be a putrid chat

And ain't no way will you ever find me moving back

I'm proving facts that I'm nice on the beat

I like to take away the lives of people ice on the street

Cause I've seen it ruin lives, breaking families to bits

And don't you call that shit soft, come and handle how we live kid

Its all out and its going around

Its the only reason why I put the bottle down

They will never understand, I'm the way that I am

Until they do I guess I'm gonna have to say it again

I try, fly by, but my mind is side swiped

At night night, I fight fight and bye bye

I try hard but I can't escape

I'm so real, too real, nah I can't be fake

That addiction is yours, don't inflict it on others

Your mistake me are you listening fucker

I ain't need to see the whole crew fucked up

This shit be spreading like a plague and people see but shut up

You need to speak about the evil you see

But no one wanna do that fuck it leave it to me

My older brother in rehab I should be by his side

But I ain't got the guts, he's stronger I will do it in time

Hah, do it in time, thats all I ever tell myself

Cause if I put it off that means today I can just do myself

And doin me that ain't something that you wanna be

Without the rhymes I'm nothing just a loser now I gotta see

The truth hurts, so this album took the life of me

I'm just me its fucked its nothing I even try and be

When I say I'm real don't think that I'm talking tough

I mean that I'm real and I am just a fuck up

At the moment its the truth I'mma speak it

Tell the truth I'm too scared to release it

That kinda contradicts my other tracks I do know

Call me a liar I ain't know what to do bro

Never happy deep down I'm fucked up

Bud puffed, drugs tucked, left side, lung crushed

Thats enough to make me quit right there,

You would think so but to quit I swear

I would have to change my life and get the fuck away

Tomorrow ain't exciting man its just another fucking day

I'm skin and bones, I'm a motherfucking wreck shit

I meant to let 'em know that I will never tread quick

Cause I'm scared I ain't feeling like I'm better yet

I'm walking slow and its getting worse with every step

I run away and meet the front of a train

The side covered in stains, I'm high and nothing remains, nah

Yeah, and I find it ironic

That the higher I get

The lower I'm digging myself in a hole

Its funny that

Yeah come outside aye

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