A Girl At a Party

19

Right by me

Taking it fast

Keep it highkey

I ask myself

Is this really what I want? (no dumbass)

(Oh)

You said

I won't break your heart

It's broken already

I think too much

It's kinda getting too me

But, wait do I think too much

(You're talking to yourself)

Oh shit, I'm thinking about thinking

Now I smell like a bottle of bacardi

But I didn't even drink through the entire party

And I look like a fool

And probably smell like one too

(You know because bacardi smells bad nevermind)

Peer pressure to my left

Peer pressure to my right

Survival of the fittest

Who gon' make it through the night

I will

Because I'm strong and I'm not gonna cave in

I'm not gonna cave in

(Fuck I caved in)

Drive her home

Back seat of my car

So I take a left turn

And I put it in park

Conversation is near

And I'm feeling the sparks

While trying to get over my fear of the dark

Wait a second

What the fuck just happened

Lately, I've been so damn trapped in

Confidence is key

But girl it's what I'm lacking

Find problems with me

I'm sure it gonna happen

And go-ahead

Judge a book by its cover

Because I'm loved by my mom

And I have a great brother

But that's not going to stop you

Nothing will

And I can't say no

She said

Hey boy, why aren't we kissing

I said

Hey girl, what are you missing

You're obviously not listening

I guess I'm not that convincing

You decided to take things into your hands

You decided to abide by only your plans

Now I'm left here, feeling broken from the start

Look, I've been broken from the start

When we met last fall now we're falling apart

(Huh) I could never make it through the dark

When you brighten up my world with a spark from your heart

I said

La la la let me talk to you

I promise we'll get through it in the end

(Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh)

Now I'm falling

Falling

Falling

Falling

Fall la la la la la

Can you fall into my arms

I said

I I I I'd wish that you'd tell me

When you want to act on these feelings

Can't think straight

This shit got me fucked up

I feel sick

You're not feeling nothin'

(Ah, ah, oh, oh, ah oh)

Hey, um

That was really like not cool

Like really not cool