Pushing Away

When I walk I won't open my heart

Hold on to my thoughts

In a dream told you everything

And then I got caught

So why wait, take whatever they make

Just steady my pace

But I still feel you pushing away

You're out of reach

I keep moving my lips pretending to speak

When all that was, say it's you that I want

Whatever that means

In my brain, you're the drug that I lace

To get to through the pain

But I still feel you pushing away

I'm on a road

That should have never even got me home

And I only ever feel alone

Tell me, do I sound insane?

If you could read me like an open book

I'm just a picture that you never took

Won't you say it to my face?

I'm alright, no one's saying I'll jump

But you know I might

I'm concerned, I'm just using my words

And taking up time

So don't break, it's coming too late

And I wanna stay

But I still feel you pushing away

I'm on a road

That should have never even got me home

And I only ever feel alone

Tell me, do I sound insane?

If you could read me like an open book

I'm just a picture that you never took

Won't you say it to my face?

How'd we get so far again?

This is what we want, she said

You're in every breath I spend

'Cause you're in every breath

I'm on a road

That should have never even got me home

And I only ever feel alone

Tell me, do I sound insane?

If you could read me like an open book

I'm just a picture that you never took

Won't you say it to my face?

When I walk I won't open my heart

Hold on to my thoughts

In a dream told you everything

And then I got caught

So why wait, take whatever they make

Just steady my pace

But I still feel you pushing away