Satellites & Rearviews Mirrors

I can't play the sidelines

Releasing these flaws of mine

Tea leaves help my thoughts align

I need to let go

Open doors like suicide

Keeping me from living life

Tea leaves help my thoughts align

Think I'm too close to you

Satellites, rearview mirrors, and I

I can't reach for the sky

And for you at the same time

Chipped my tooth on your pride

Filled my shoes up with ice

Sing your songs till I cry

What you are don't make me

What you know don't make life

Pick a side, pick a side won't you

That big forehead must be good for something, don't you

Overthink it, well think a little

You can't grasp what's out your reach if you stay in middle

If you keep living in the past

You'll have a lot of rent dude

Screw or wrench you'll have to come up with something

Like tommy pickles

It's a sticky situation tryna change fate

It's like stepping on the wine and tryna make grapes

But Imma do it anyway

Even if that means that I'll be canceling my dinner dates

A room full of fumes I'm thinking it's time to ventilate

I'm not attacking you I'm just protecting my energy

Power level 10, 000

But who's counting thoughts flow out my pen's fountain

Now you drowning, focusing on my intent

Feel like 50 cent many men doubting

I can't play the sidelines

Releasing these flaws of mine

Tea leaves help my thoughts align

I need to let go

Open doors like suicide

Keeping me from living life

Tea leaves help my thoughts align

Think I'm too close to you

Satellites, rearview mirrors, and I

I can't reach for the sky

And for you at the same time

Chipped my tooth on your pride

Filled my shoes up with ice

Sing your songs till I cry

What you are don't make me

What you know don't make life

I know what you're saying the saying's family first

But lately I wanna skip holidays seeing family hurts

A fraction of what we used to be

Standing around the casket but no one will read the eulogy

We're all on our phones in different rooms

Shit ain't really felt like a home since my mother moved

I think I'm too close to you

Blood related strangers doing shit that we're supposed to do

But if not for our DNA

Would we even be pretending we like each other

My brother showed up late and my brother don't like my brother

And I can't help but wonder

Maybe if I get rich I could buy time

Every years a difference in allegiance on the sidelines

Often conflicted

Though I'd rather be ignant

My friends ask me how my trip was

Can't gather a sentence

Shit feels a little broken at the moment

But regardless of the trouble

I say all that to say all this, I love you

I can't play the side

Think I'm too close to you

Sweet as it seems

I gotta let go

Chipped my tooth on your pride

Leaves aint freeing my mind

Think I'm too close