Better Brain

Sometimes I feel that my lyrics is not what I want you to know

Sometimes I feel that I should not be recording it all

But I know when I feel like this

It's him trying to tell me where I should go

But for real I don't want you to know why I fell so low

I know, I've killed her inside her own house

I've broken them and laughed when they felt down

I've lied to them, and then I made it true

And I tried to make them suicide

But by your side, I was just in love

I've destroyed you, and then I told you that what I feel is the real truth

But what can I do?

When all these things that I did, was him commanding me?

But now I've told him to go away from me, away from me

And I don't think you know the way I feel, the way I feel

But I'm not saying I'm right, I know I'm wrong, I know I'm wrong

Please try to see by my side, I've been controlled

I know what I feel just a few will understand

And less will feel, and even less will hold my hand

But did you already felt like you're only a toy for the monster inside?

'Cause I feel it all night

And I want to apologize, I'm so tired to hide

I forgot what is to be alright, I forgot what is to be by my side

I forgot who I really am

But it if I have ever been myself, I can't understand

But not you, but not them, but no one can

I used to act like a big man

But I know I was only a sucker for pain

But then again I may be being this man

I may not be fearing my end, maybe I'm even waiting for it to happen again

And I still being the same

But I feel that I can't stand

But I feel I've never been this man

That now I think I am, not good, but a better man

But now I've told him to go away from me, away from me

And I don't think you know the way I feel, the way I feel

But I'm not saying I'm right, I know I'm wrong, I know I'm wrong

Please try to see by my side, I've been controlled

Oh people listening

I know this end sound like I'm recovering

But there's a great chance that I can be lying