Madly

A friend of mine once said to me

Don't ever hurry

He said that life is long

That I didn't need to worry

He said that even when you think

someone is gone it doesn't

mean that they have completely

moved on

Even in the slightest bit

they still might care

so all I want to know is

are you still out there?

I wonder if you're doing fine

and if I ever come to mind

Do you long for the past

or search for better times

I haven't learned my lesson

I still would try again

Through the dim light on the porch

I couldn't see it then

It was already over

laying together on your bed

I haven't changed, why did you

what was going through your head?

I should of given up, I shouldn't even try

I've already told myself 1000 lies

It's only me, I'll take the blame

keep it inside to avoid the shame

So thanks again, my special friend

(if that was true, why did it have to end?)

For me it was real, and it's been fun

But now take a look at what I've become