Bloody Tourniquet

Forever, in my mind you dwell

Beyond my dreams you'll breathe

Let me lead you to the river, where we swam

Sweet memories shine through a lonesome path ..

Oh the path became so rough and narrow

I cannot bare the cross alone

Your blood covered my skin, your sins cut me deep

Nothing is worthy to be called 'eternal'

But this ruthless pain, the scar that remains ...

Where are the flowers we once grew?

Few words are left unsaid but they would be forgotten too

Alone i await in the shade

And hope for nothing more, but death .

Sleep, let your tired body rest, lay your head on his chest

And drift away to where i shall await ...

Would i run? to where?

Would i shout? for whom?

Would i love? only you ..

The taste of wine still thick in my throat

And the heavy smell of her

Sticking to my skin like clouds of flies,

Bless me with a thought...

I come upon the same pale vision

Of us when we were young.

To the place where we two used to lay...

Do you sometimes dream of a bloody tourniquet?