Magician

I've been hypnotized by dead guys

By body bags, by cop car rides

Mother priest and I

But this ain't gods fight

I can't think of some days I've lived

Some things I've done without getting sick

My stomach fucking churns

And my bullet wounds still burn

Father forgive me for I've sinned

I've killed before and I'll kill again

I just can't wear a grin

Because of how hard its been

Sometimes I sit and think

If I pull the trigger it'll make them blink

And then you'll see what I've done

Or who I have become

I've been hypnotized by dead guys

By body bags, by cop car rides

Mother priest and I

But this pain don't die

Everyone that I know

Is in a cage or in a hole

I can't touch my friends

I can only touch this pen

And it bleeds like when

The knife went in

That night I recall I did it again

I was waiting out in the street

A brand new piece of meat

And as I lie there bleeding to death

A man came up and he gave me breath

And he said this through his words

He said destroy the earth

I've been hypnotized by dead guys

By body bags, by cop car rides

Mother give it up

No one gives a fuck

Days like this I reminisce

And I wish they didn't miss

Wish they aimed a little higher

Left me laying in my piss

It goes like this:

The devils taken all my friends

I've been to hell twice and I ain't going back again

A two time loser, and I ain't even human

And this body isn't mine its just something I'm using

I can leave it anytime shoot up in the sky

And ask that motherfucker why

Why does everything I touch die?

He said you know why

I wasn't really curious I had to hear you say it

To make sure I wasn't dreaming

To make sure I wasn't hypnotized

By a magician swinging his watch in front of my eyes

Hypnotized

By magician swinging that watch in front of my eyes