Horizon

I'm trying to help myself

I'm learning to be a better man

Start breathing, but pain, will come again

And I'll try to live again

With your scent on my neck

I feel your heart when you're touching me

The scars always reminding me

That this hope will only go so far

Have you seen my dream, every time I fall

Like a heart being torn at the seams

Have you ever felt this way before

I'm tired of heartache and all the pain I've caused

And I can't love anyone until I learn to love myself

How can I feel this way

When your heart still feels the same (the same)

I'm fragile and in pain

Watch me waste away (waste away)

I'm broken inside

My worlds in stiches, for the meantime

At the moment it's the way I feel

Life fades as I start to heal

Can I hear your voice, can I say your name

I'm in trenches that I can't escape

It's just the way I am

My heart flashes to the room

And it begins to race

How can I feel this way

When your heart still feels the same (the same)

I'm fragile and in pain

Watch me waste away (waste away)

I'm scared of dying

And im tired of lying

For the first time in my life

I am finally trying

And it's gotten to the point

Where I don't know who I am anymore

Or if there's anyway to change, what I've become

And I am so sorry, I am sorry for the dark cloud

I have cast over you

For the first time in my life

I swear I'm trying

For the first time in my life

I am finally flying

And I want to stop this tragedy

This depression, this pain

The heartache that we feel every single day

And you know what it's like to be down and done

But I won't take it anymore

I'm finally trying

I'm finally flying

I'm finally trying

I'm finally flying