Canitude

Life will swallow

Every confronting form

And time will borrow

Curse you to repeat yourself

The path I follow

Is nothing but sadness and despair

But at least i'm able to feel clearly the pain in my head

When four walls I try to break

My will is shatered and all the forms around me dissapear

There’s nothing there, no one who tries

Stay and penetrate me, inject me with pain

My eyes can see now, desecrate me

When our moon is rising high

A pale second when life and death stand still in time

Where do we belong in this

A constant plague that keeps pulling life with it's teeth

Scratch these walls and now erase

What keeps me open and tries to scare the dream away

Now unplug this pale embrace

I rather feel life than this illusion of reality..to death

When your thoughts will turn away

And the day will keep it's shade

A shade that i can still rename

Not suicide no giving pain

When the night that holds me dear

Offers comfort (where) there's no fear

Then i'll whisper to the moon

I'm done with hate i penetrate

If the hours would stand still

If those things would dissapear

When you give yourself away

Chaos we will fall within

When you're fate becomes so dear

And there's the solitude I fear

No longer down I shall remain

I choke to death, i sufocate

Without those memories of words

I stand to shut this open form

And grow more weary of this weight

Those dying words, this cold embrace

Life will swallow every worm

With bottled curse or so you show

But i am able to despair

Bring this machine into the grave

And when you crack that open door

I slowly, clearly see the smoke

In to this air I feel despar

When none is wake, i give away

And when your thoughts will turn away

And there’s day, reamins the same

Not suicide, not giving pain

There’s only death I give away

Nature dies, as concrete reigns

This dying world, it’s all to late