Who I Am

What happened to the way things were?

Used to make you happy now im on your nerves

And every time you look me in my eyes

The only thing you see is lies

And i always think that you’re using me

Cuz im not the girl that i used to be

You say you love me but i know you can’t

Cuz you don’t even know who i am

I used to be the sweetest girl ever

Until i found out being the baddest bitch was better

I used to sit back and let these bithces do whatever

Now i shoot out like a .45 beretta

Bet you aint ever think that this the way i be

But after all these years

Did you think i still be naïve?

Real recognize real

And i call it like i see it

And if ya do the same

Then i guess thats why ya calling me

I aint got nothing to tell ya

Cuz i don’t wanna be the one to fail ya

Cuz i could no longer relate to having somebody to hate

And having someone else to help you up

And don’t let go and leave you stuck out on youre own

Your music gets hot - this world gets cold

Especially when you go around exposing you soul

What happened to the way things were?

Used to make you happy now im on your nerves

And every time you look me in my eyes

The only thing you see is lies

And i always think that you’re using me

Cuz im not the girl that i used to be

You say you love me but i know you can’t

Cuz you don’t even know who i am

And i know that lately ive been distant

But baby i been out here on a mission

And i know i come off as a bitch

But when you got fame - you don’t really need forgiveness

In this industry everything is business

But you gotta figure out what kinda business this is

Major labels will pimp you like a cheap hoe

But a rookie in this game is an attraction at a freak show

Everybody wants to see you

But nobody wants to meet you

So you land in every airport with nobody there to greet you

When you watching everybody cuz you think they tryna cheat you

Don’t trust the ones that love you

Eventho they tryna keep you save

You don’t see it their way

Cuz genuine concern turn into hate

When you don’t get a call back on the same day

You tell people that ive changed

When the truth is ive been this way

What happened to the way things were?

Used to make you happy now im on your nerves

And every time you look me in my eyes

The only thing you see is lies

And i always think that you’re using me

Cuz im not the girl that i used to be

You say you love me but i know you can’t

Cuz you don’t even know who i am