Essay (feat. Darius King)

How many words I gotta say to get into your head?

I'm like one essay deep just hope I get an A

But if I get a B I hope you let me stay

I can't keep up with all this simping

Shit I know deep down you feeling this

I'm so gone, I been feeling faded

But without the ganja

I'm so lost in your eyes

Girl you my blessing in disguise

I confessing but with lies

You can't tell if I'm alright

I was swimming in the water

Till you hit me with your tide

Now I'm underwater, breathing, I can't tell

If I'm alive if it's worth it in the end

Then I'll accept it like my prize

You say you'll be there, I believe you but you

Not 100%, maybe 80%, maybe 90

But you got my consent to be the girl you wanna be for me

But don't be upset if I get too attached

I feel like every time I let a girl into my life

She start to be there at the right place at the right time

And then I fall into this cycle bout to lose my mind ohh

And when I lose my mind I start to question mine I feel so numb inside

I keep my guard up high, in case she start to lie this feeling got me tired

How many words I gotta say to get into your head?

I'm like one essay deep just hope I get an A

But if I get a B I hope you let me stay

I can't keep up with all this simping

Shit I know deep down you feeling this

I'm so gone, I been feeling faded

But without the ganja

I'm so lost in your eyes

Girl you my blessing in disguise

I can't let you in my life again

Ain't tryna go through pain

And I believed that said she would stay

But it got colder in the rain

Why everybody call me bro

Sad they used to call me lame

So I'm not chilling with no hoes

'Cause chilling with the gang

Had to put my heart up in a duffy she don't love me

And she still be tryna be my cuddle buddy

She can't hug me

Girl you lucky if I give you time I guess it's meant to be

I don't answer all these random hoes

When they be texting me I asked God

Why they have to leave me

I guess it was part of the plan

I got this pain in my body

I won't ever leave me I gotta take it like a man

She went and played a nigga

That's why I don't trust now she now she got me looking stupid

But I got options thought that she knew

This damn man messed up and blew it

Bands man get check run through it I be peeping vibes

And I swear they all fake now

Never been in good hands need some allstate now

I' an got no heart left and I can't donate

Now I pop out like drake I tell'em story

For the wait now I gotta essay for your heart

I gotta essay heart for your heart

I gotta essay heart for your heart

I gotta essay heart for your heart

I gotta essay heart for your heart

How many words I gotta say to get into your head?

I'm like one essay deep just hope I get an A

But if I get a B I hope you let me stay

I can't keep up with all this sipping

Shit I know deep down you feeling this

I'm so gone, I been feeling faded

But without the ganja

I'm so lost in your eyes