Twenty-Nine

Twenty-one, I'm smoking, drinking, and chopping songs

Twenty-two, I'm grinding, I ain't got shit to lose

Twenty-three, my Jordan year, and I'm broke as shit

Shooting videos for some local artists and hope it hit

Twenty-four, my shorty pregnant like what the fuck?

I ain't got no money, apartment, it's like I'm fucking stuck

Twenty-five, I put this shit into drive

Ignoring my mental health, I'm focused on dollar signs

'Cause lil' Kota is growing, I'm focused on bottom line

Diapers are expensive, I'm walking without a dime

Show up at the show mad early because I'm deadass

Four in the morning was the time I went to bed at

Twenty-six, the people saying I'm making hits

Twenty-seven, I'm hustling and I'm getting rich

Twenty-eight, I'm mentally breaking down

I'm toxic and I always got toxic women around

But shit, I want better

I'm reading all these books and they inspire me to get up

I'm working on myself, feel like I'm getting it together

I told this woman I do not wanna love with no effort

But she a bitter ho, and I learned that shit was a set-up

Picking up the pieces, I got this place looking better

I don't need the reasons, I chalk it up to the seasons

As long as I'm not repeating these toxic cycles

I'm finna get everything I been needing

I say it to let it go

Vilifying me in your story, have you forgotten that I got one of my own?

And if your people know it, then they would look at you low

But you ain't gotta worry 'cause I'ma tell this shit slow

Twenty-nine, intuitive and I'm hella wise

Beach house, town house, lake house, ho

Every crib got the same damn couch, though

I just switch up the color to meet the vibe

And give my energy to my woman 'cause shorty fly

And give my energy to my youngin 'cause time flies

And give myself love 'cause fuck, it's about time

Show so much love the haters get outshined

Internet chatter, they talking about lies

Wonder how I'm living, my nigga, I'm outside

Saw you with those lil' hoes on the clout train

But it didn't take you nowhere, did it? How you feeling?