Up To You

You gave me your hand so long ago

But now our house is burning

You're never home

I feel sick looking at our picture frames

I turned them down and turned you away

I wanted to hear your words my whole life

But now they cut me like a knife

Hiding under the covers

Crushing dreams

Am I lover or your enemy?

And at the end of the day

I never wanted it to be this way

You sure it's what you wanna do?

I'll leave it up to you

I packed my heart in boxes yesterday

I fell asleep last night in my room all alone and afraid

'Cause my blood is cold and body is numb

Oh God, what did we become?

I feel you love to say that you don't miss me anymore

But anything I feel I choose to ignore

I pray that once my anger dies I'll live

And once my tears are dry I'll learn to forgive

And at the end of the day

I never wanted it to be this way

You sure it's what you wanna do?

I'll leave it up to you

I know the love we had was real at one time

And if you give me one more chance I promise to try

Seasons change, lovers bloom and some die

But you'll always be part of my life

Yeah

And at the end of the day

I never wanted it to be this way

You sure it's what you wanna do?

I'll leave it up to you

And at the end of the day

I never wanted it to be this way

You sure it's what you wanna do?

I'll leave it up to you