Story Of My Life

In the story of your life

Am i more than just a footnote?

Was it easy to erase me

Or am i difficult to rub out?

I wonder what you're doing

If you care to know i'm still right here

I've been thinking about the way i am

And i've been thinking about you

Sonja

As if that was your name

As if you ever existed

As if you could ever feel the same

But the way you felt that night

The night we talked all night

I set myself up, sonja

But that's the story of my life

And in the story of my life

You're the moral and the meaning

And i've been reading up on you

Mouth hanging open, disbelieving

I wonder how you're doing

And the length of your hair

And i wish i didn't care

But i've been thinking about the way we were

And i've been thinking about you

Sonja

As if that was your name

As if you ever gave a shit

As if it was ever more than a game for you

But the way you felt those days

Those goddamn halcyon days

I guess i dreamed them, sonja

But they're where i want to stay

They're where i want to stay

They're where i want to stay