Anxiety Panorama

You pray for distance

I never change

Buried it behind the brightness

Spill like poison in you

My palm against you

Your ever-anxious days

Buried in behind the brightness

Spill like poison in you

And it causes you to shake

The shape of my mistakes

Buried in behind the brightness

Spill like poison in you

My palm against your forehead

Your ever-anxious days

I felt afraid and ashamed

That I felt anything at all

I felt you panicking, your shattering

Your catastrophic fall

And I felt long gone

Already so far gone

Already anxious, you're shaking now

You’re breaking down, I failed you all along

My panic grips your own pain spills that poison in you

I'm pleading for forgiveness

How I failed so many times

Competes now with your own pain

In your ever-anxious mind

You plea to break your chain

Our ever-changing life

To be buried from behind the darkness hides

That brightest light

My hand against you

Your ever-anxious mind

Will be buried in behind the poison spills

That panic brings back

Image in my mind

Of that nightstand by your bedside

And the sharp edge you would swing to strike

Would break my hand instead

How you clattered all arrhythmic

On that fixture on the wall

Where I caught you silver cabbage moth

Your powder left still lingers in my palm

I was building landmarks for my errors in your scars

I was in the wrong to start

I was building landmarks for my errors in your scars

I was in the wrong

I felt your pain

I felt my hands shake hard

I felt afraid and ashamed

That I felt anything at all

I felt you panicking, your shattering

Your catastrophic fall

And I felt long gone

I said your name out loud

Already anxious I broke it all

I'll fix it all, I failed you all along

My hands buried all the bad in you

My hands never get it back

My hands buried all the bad in you

My hands never get it back