My Stop

MY STOP

living is not an option but I guess suicide is worse

and I hate making decisions and I don't want it to hurt

when I talked to the psychiatrist, she merely shrugged at me

said this thing you're experiencing, you're not suicidal

you're just a human being my friend

and everybody feels like you do anyway

but look at me, now look at me

with my hand and feet on the reiling

with my heart all bleed out

I bet you didn't believe me when I said that this was different

when I said that this was different

tell all my friends, it's gonna get a whole lot worse

before it's getting better the skies will look so dark

the hardest part when someone is leaving

is when you never get to say goodbye

tell my mother that anger is just another side of grief

I know it's the hardest on the parents

to outlive their own kid

don't make it look like an accident, don't make it look like an accident

don't make it look like an accident, don't make it look like an accident

don't make it look like an accident, don't make it look like an accident

don't make it look like an accident, don't make it look like an accident

give them someone to blame

i'm trying hard to control myself

but this is my stop, this is my stop, this is my stop, this is my stop, this is my stop, this is my stop!