Love Alone

Thinking of things, that i could have done

All of the thoughts that prey on my mind,

Before my eyes had barely the time, to adjust to light

Like deadfire bound by night that shines on my skin

A faded picture eroded by our time

A lost hope thinking of him.

It’s sad to know that selfishness, hides behind a faith

It scares me to think that really i am all alone

It hurts to know that these moments really mean nothing

It’s a lie to say i’m not afraid anymore.

So this reminiscence, love shattered pride

What once was innocence turned cold before it died

The ghost inside of me would turn you white

I’m going fucking nowhere if i see your face tonight

As i stumbled into the shadows without the means of sleep

Alone in this room is all i’ll ever need

The sun keeps setting on me nearly everyday

And my arms aren't strong enough to pull the sun up with each new day

I used think, if i could change, for the better, forever, but i’ll never change

I used think, that i could change, for the better, forever, but i’ll never change

So, here's to sleeping through sunlit hours, and living the darkest nights,

Where no one can see my face, or the smile that i force

And to think, that i could change, you'll remember, i’ll never change.