Drowning

And I never will know why

Love will pay no mind to me

Love always loved the way it sounded in theory

And I'd kill to be alone

With the strength to be alone

Lonely feelings make me sad around company

Well I'm dedicated and I'm craving someone that i don't know

In this sea of stupidity I am stuck in the undertow

Here come the lifeguard

I'm drowning and she seems so delicious

I'm grounded wtih her arms around me

And I'm, I'm blinded by them ugly fishes

Don't ask me any of your questions

I won't tell you my lies

Words desreve to serve the painful penalty

And it's analysing just how they're spoken

Three times my hearts been broken

Mama, you aint never told me it's gonna feel like this

So dont sit back and settle for comfort over pain

I've been burned by the copper kettle

I have spit back at the pouring rain

Lie must gut denial

Smile at it's melting face

My insides are defiled

It's wild baby but i cannot erase

Truth is all a lie and I'm trying lesser everyday

Death to all that's dying, conditioning and decay

Tick tock in a pitter pattern

Balls drop cock salutiing Saturn

Darling I just wanna soot a gun.