This Time Last Year

This time last year

You would've been at your best friends wedding

I couldn't make it because of work

This time last year

I would've called you while you got ready

The thought of you in that suit still hurts (still hurts)

And I know you know that it killed me I wasn't there for you

For you (for you)

But saying it out loud right now just sounds like a bad excuse (excuse, excuse)

'Cause now all that's left is

Memories of our best

I hoped by now that I'd be over, I'd be over you

We only speak in my dreams

The only place you love me

I hoped by now that I'd be over, I'd be over you

You said this year you would've asked that big famous question

We both know that I would've told you yes (told you yes)

And now this year I feel I'm dying 'cause

I haven't said I'm flying to your part of the world

And I am a mess

And I hope you know that it kills me I haven't talked to you (oh oh)

To you

'Cause now all that's left is

Memories of our best

I hoped by now that I'd be over, I'd be over you

We only speak in my dreams

The only place you love me

I hoped by now that I'd be over, I'd be over you

What if I

What if I hold on?

What if I said I was so wrong?

Tell me saying sorry leads you home

'Cause now all that's left is

What I can't forget

The funny thing with time is that it moves on

Even when you don't know

How to go from being a plus one

To being alone

'Cause now all that's left

Memories of our best

I hoped by now that I'd be over

I'd be over you

'Cause now all that's left is

Memories of our best

I hoped by now that I'd be over, I'd be over you

We only speak in my dreams

The only place you love me

I hoped by now that I'd be over, I'd be over you

What if I

What if I hold on?

What if I said I was so wrong?

Tell me saying sorry leads you home

'Cause now all that's left is

What I can't forget

The funny thing with time is that it moves on

Even when you don't