Dead Inside

Yo, most of the times I find myself in a dark valley

Downtrodden

Been wandering and trying to find my place in the world

Just failure on top of failure

My problems my anxiety and insecurities

They smother me so bad at midnight

Suicide thoughts lingering I see no life

But I still dream

Hell anger and sadness my journey has gone wrong

My destination I don't even know yet

Demons ridin' in my head since I was born yeah

Hell anger and sadness and I'm dead inside

Okay I used to fight I was trying to be a perfect person

Then I decided to quit 'cause uh

They used to hurt my feelings

I knew that people were gonna curse me

But I decided to be away from everyone who thinks he is perfect

I live inside myself and safely observe

I don't wanna argue shit

I've burnt some bridges yeah no shame

My angels just sent me a message

They want to see me in heaven

You've got to show me love

Before I kick the bucket

Y'all miss us when we're far way

My life is full of mistakes

Can't even count my peace days

See hell is where I been staying

Some people were dying young massacred

My soul was flying indecisive

But I needed to fulfill my mission

I had to struggle a lot my angels held me down

When devil had taken my soul

My anger fuels my sorrow

I met myself in doubt

My head in the clouds

My thoughts were lousy

The kid is dead inside

You better give me flowers uh yeah

Hell anger and sadness my journey has gone wrong

My destination I don't even know yet

Demons ridin' in my head since I was born yeah

Hell anger and sadness and I'm dead inside

Shaking demons off my head

And if you hate me stay away from my way

Living sober yeah I'm aware of my fate

Syrup rushing through my my veins

Man I got wounds in my brain self confidence

Yeah, I'm a man with that vision

And I have faith in it

I shed a tear within an hour

I'm fed up with this shit uh

I'm tired I need to sit down

To breathe and rest no doubt we all the sinners

Do you know that life is bitter

Gimmie me some pills yeah so that I can fix all this pain

My heart is full of pain

I'm tryna find my peace

I need to find my place

'Cause I'm living hell on earth

My heart is beating fast

I think it's heart attack

I often show them that smile

And I'm tryna hide my sadness

They laugh at you when you suffer

Then envy you when you survive

From poverty and pain

And tyna make you a sucker

They want you to live insane

They blocking all the ways

They don't wanna see you there up

With God, I'll never fail

Hell anger and sadness my journey has gone wrong

My destination I don't even know yet

Demons ridin' in my head since I was born yeah

Hell anger and sadness and I'm dead inside

Hell anger and sadness my journey has gone wrong

My destination I don't even know yet

Demons ridin' in my head since I was born yeah

Hell anger and sadness and I'm dead inside