Myself

I remember feeling like I wasn't good enough

Had me questioning myself

I wasn't sure enough

Had me looking in the mirror

Tryna analyze my figure

I ain't perfect

You want perfect

So that figures

You always put me in a bad place

Said we were moving at a fast pace

It was all my fault

I fell in love too hard

I loved you when I didn't love myself (yeah, yeah)

Said you love me

But you only loved yourself

You rocked me so hard

You played all your cards right

You played with my heart

(I might) I might not be the same way

You were walking in that door you wasn't saying: Hi

You were walking out that door you wasn't saying: Bye bye

Seems like you only got that way when things ain't go your way (oh, oh)

How could you tell me you love and behave this way

Sometimes I don't

Know how I survived

You picked me up

You threw me in the sky

And when I fell you let me hit the ground

I still felt alone with you around

I learned my lesson

Yeah shit got heck-tick

But all in all the experience it was a blessing

You taught me patience

Can't skip the basics

It's like you only wanted me for that sensation (yeah)

I remember all the lies (all the lies)

All the night you made me cry (made me cry)

When you controlled my mind (you controlled my mind)

Had me wishing I would die (had me wishing I would die)

You will never know how I feel (how I feel)

I gave my all to you my love was real (my love was real)

But you didn't love me

But you didn't love me

I loved you when I didn't love myself

Said you love me, but you only love yourself

You rocked me so hard

You played all your cards right

You played with my heart

I might (I might)

Might not be the same way, might not be the same lay