Alive And Unwell

I don't wanna wake up

Can't cover up the pain with my make-up

All these strangers rip me to shreds

The beauty of the internet

But I don't make it better

You know I never have my shit together

I'm a bad drunk, can't keep a job

I'm a disappointment to my mom

Think that I might lose it

Damn, I feel so insecure

If you ask me how I'm doing

One, two

One, two, three, four

I'm alive and unwell

Some days I fucking hate myself

No, magic pill is gonna help

But at least I'm thriving in hell

Yeah, I'm alive and screwed up

Ruining everything I touch

I'm a hot mess, but guess what

I don't give a fuck

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh

Alive and unwell

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh

Alive and unwell

It is what it is, I am who I am

You can tell me what to do

But I won't listen

I'm a lost cause

I'm a bit depressed

I'm the worst even at my best

Think that I might lose it

Damn I feel so insecure

If you ask me how I'm doing

One, two

One, two, three, four

I'm alive and unwell

Some days I fucking hate myself

No magic pill is gonna help

But at least I'm thriving in hell

Yeah, I'm alive and screwed up

Ruining everything I touch

I'm a hot mess, but guess what

I don't give a fuck

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh

Alive and unwell

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh

Alive and unwell

I'm alive and unwell

Oh, oh, oh-oh

Alive and unwell