Heroin or Suicide?

Hey see you know what I, I know what I dont

You promise you promise and I know you won't

The problems and pressures we face everyday

Are sometimes more like but always on display

It breaks in your ears it aches in your bones and brings you to tears

With various incisions you load another bullet

Your shootin' with precision

I'm talented with atrophy yea i do it well

you know I'd like to take a break from suffering in hell

Squattin' is the excuse is I frequently abuse

Either way I hold the chain im gonna need a noose cause PAIN!!!!!!!!

Sweats on my skin, sick with bad memories and burns for my sin PAIN!!!!!!!

To talk with each breath

The only solution is the sweet taste of death!

Don't mistake the demeanor

My kindness and weakness

I'll burn you with reality

While you cry to your Jesus

You're suffocating in two

You're choking in an empty room

You're empty life thats ending soon

Completely spells your doom

I made a choice deep inside

heroin or suicide?

sickness praised in times of need

we waste away from hands of greed

Jesus nailed to wooded T's

cannot compete with my disease

humanity the weak condition my soul is sick from my decision

PAIN!!! The badness increases

The goodness wants to cry while we are cut to pieces

PAIN!!! Precious death

Paralysed with apathy thats all thats fucking left!

PAIN!!!