Silenced

I can see so clear in front of me,

What it is I wanted to be.

The voice inside my mouth screams,

Its been said that in what you give is the meaning in the life

But how much can you give to these people you despise?

How much can you stand? You know I gave up my fight?

The tears would not stop falling, I just thought that I would crush

from the pain of an unpure life and from the ...

Pain in Which she gave, it was right

The pain in which i fear it is the darkness in my light

I couldn't stop those tears from falling, they would slip out at night

I know I'll never feel better, the loneliness is fine.

I'm standing in the dark in the cold I'm sure tonight I'll freeze alone.

My mind becomes so numb that there's not bother from this pain (I'm told)

I'll ignore tonight but will tomorrow hold the same rays?

I'm in love with this darkness, I am comfortable in the rain

I'll freeze this great night as I am tainted by the rain

When you find my body tomorrow I'll bet you'll with you weren't in this game.

I know you wish you were frozen because your heart wouldn't be in pain.

I know you wish you were frozen just like me.

Pain in Which she gave, it was right

The pain in which i fear it is the darkness in my light

I couldn't stop those tears from falling, they would slip out at night

I know I'll never feel better, the loneliness is fine

But its never heard.

I move to speak,

But I'm silenced.

This hand blocking my voice.

I go to push the hand away,

To free my voice.

I realize my mouth,

My own hand betrays

So cry inside.

So I try to face

The very Idea that I'd die today

I could tell you how I feel,

But if I did you'd lose yourself too.

I push as hard as I will

To feel free from my own mind,

But it won't let me feel free from

The evil I use to be.